iPod Touch 5th Generation

I'm on the iPod at the moment so I won't make this too long. All I really have to say is that I think it's amazing! I never owned another version so I can't compare, but I've read reviews and so far all the nit-picky things that are "bad" about it are nothing compared to how great of an improvement it is. I am very pleased with my purchase. (:

Legacy Challenge: House Update 2

Wow, I’m almost to four walls. Just one more to go, and she’ll have an official house J. I’m so excited. Now I just need her to get promoted some more so she can have more to spend every day. As soon as I have enough funds, and actual rooms in the house, I’m going to adopt my child. Wish me luck.

Legacy Challenge: House Update

This is what her house looked like after her first paycheck. She only obtained 143$, so I only had enough to give her some extra walls. She’s getting up there. Who knows? Maybe this will end up being the foyer in a mansion after a couple sim years

Legacy Challenge: Eating

Yes, that means that she doesn’t have counter space. This forces her to eat only quick meals until she gets more money. She must also eat on the toilet because she has no money for a table and chair. It’s so pitiful, but she got a job in politics, and her lifetime wish is to become the leader of the free world. I don’t see why that  help her up the housing rank.

Legacy Challenge: House

This is her house. Nice huh? Yeah, because of some of the rules, there’s only so much money you start out with, and you can’t use any CHEATS! So, her house consists of a refrigerator, a bed, a sink, a shower, a toilet, and a mirror. The wall is only there to support the sink and toilet. I didn’t have enough money for more walls. In the challenge, the sim is supposed to start off in poverty, and rise to fame and fortune. Seems a bit far off from where I am now.

Legacy Challenge: Starting out

So, There’s this “Legacy Challenge” for the Sims 3 game. The rules can be found on The Sims 3 Facebook page under “notes”. I’m going to attempt it, even though it will take a while. My starter sim is Anya Alexander. She is a young adult and some of her traits include Natural Cook, Family Oriented, Neat, and Great Kisser. I can’t put my finger on the other one I chose for her. Since it’s not an official Sims challenge, the rules can be altered as wanted. I am altering the “bloodline rule” and making it a little easier. I am horrible with relationships in Sims (unless I make them together to start with), so I’m making the heirs all adopted. Each generation will be from adopted children. And there will be only one child per generation. Seems like it’d be a lot easier, but I guess I’ll find that out

My thoughts for tonight...

I give up. 


Not as in, I'm going to straight up attempt suicide (I say attempt because most likely I'd take a bunch of my blood pressure medication and not actually die because my parents would notice something strange and take me to the E.R. where they will "fix it" and I'll be forced to take the heat of "attempting suicide") I'm giving up in a less serious but still equally distressing fashion. No sleeping (as much as I can bear, at least) and No eating (eventually this one will catch up to me and I'll eat because I'm not thinking about it, or I'll like.. pass out in the hall and the first question they'll ask is "have you had anything to eat today?", or Someone will force feed me.. somehow). Funny how I still care what everyone thinks of me. I'm not gonna give up in the sense as in never making myself look good.. I'm too insecure as it is to give that up.. You might ask.. Why no sleeping? Well.. I don't know about that completely because I already fall asleep in class with the minimal sleep I get now, but I don't feel I'll be able to sleep easily for some reason. Why no eating? Well that one's easy to answer. My mother keeps insisting I'm pregnant "big butt, big boobs, round belly"... yeah NOT the best thing to say to someone as insecure as I am.. If anyone I know reads this, they might not think me insecure.. but trust me.. I AM! just no one knows.. Seriously, If my own mom wants to believe that I'm pregnant, then I must be pretty big.. not like enormous, but too big for me... She doesn't help with her snide sarcasm (don't know which sometimes) all the time.. I just want to be beautiful.. Another note on people I know reading this.. You'll probably think it pretty pathetic to post this on the web.. as if I'm searching for attention. I'm not trust me, but I've got to get this out of my system somehow, and I don't think anyone will read it anyway.. yes, that means I'm talking to the blank internet.. but I don't care.. It's getting out of my system.. If anyone reads it, it's not like they can change what I've thought tonight, and what I've written.. Oh, and no, this isn't about my boyfriend (sorry fiance now..) he's the reason I don't think I'll be able to sleep because of key things he says to me.. He doesn't exactly know it, but it really hurts me.. He would actually really hate for me to do what I'm doing, but this isn't about him..  I leave off on this note... It might ruin me, but I'm determined to complete those two things. Nighty, Night.

Dear Will Draper,

I want you to know:

<3 I love you. I love you more than I love anything or anyone else in the world.

<3 When you hang up on me, it cuts me deep.

<3 I can’t take it when you’re mad at me.
<3 When you’re angry, for any reason, I just want to kiss you and make it all better, but I'm afraid I’ll get rejected.

<3 No matter how I picture my future, it wouldn't be my future if you weren't included in it.
<3 I would be utterly lost and confused if we weren't together.
<3 You're the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
<3 You're the one I love most, and the one I cry over the most.
<3 Sometimes when you get angry I feel like it was all my fault, like I just wasn't being a good enough girlfriend.
<3 Sometimes I think," Maybe if I try harder, and love him more, he won’t be so angry."
<3 There are nights I contemplate riding this crazy roller coaster we're on, but I would rather you be angry with me to the point of my crying, than be with anyone else.
<3 I might not always show it, but I really love you.

New Year, New Me

New Year's Day is a day to decide who you want to be for the next 365 days. I have  compiled a list of what I hope to achieve this year:

1. Work on Handwriting
2. Sympathize/ Empathize more
3. Focus more on school work
4. Be the best girlfriend you can be
5. Over 100% is the only thing accepted
6. New York trip success
7. Graduate High School
8. Get organized
9. Exercise every day
10. Read all assignments
11. Obey parents all the time
12. Don't space out
13. Research house plans
14. Save money
15. Get a job
16. Be a better friend
17. Spend more time with best friends
18. Don't stress/things could always be worse

A lot of my items are some that a lot of people wish to achieve over the next year. I don't know if I'll be completely perfect in achieving my goals, but I can always try.